Footprints We Leave
This past week, a neighbour of ours
passed away suddenly. He was a very well-known and cracker jack mechanic. He
worked long hours and especially his quarter mile Mustang along with his
brother. For the forty-seven plus years next door there must have been
thousands of customers come and go, because he was that good, and that fair.
Just like my brother-in-law, who passed two years ago, and my dad, almost
thirty years, each one of them have left a footprint on this earth. All of them
in their own way have left behind the very best of impressions that will be
spoken well of for many years. They served others with an unselfish spirit,
knowing they always did something good for someone else.
I can only keep doing my personal
best to do the same thing, as we all should. It would pain my family to think
that I left a trail of anything that would disgrace my name. I can only try my
best to treat everyone as fair as I can while I’m here. I do not want to be
known as someone who dishonored any employer, caused an offense at a church
body, or left any bad debts. These are things that we all should strive for in
the years we’re given. We could do a thousand things right, but a stumble will
by human nature, be what we are remembered by.
I point these examples out only to
illustrate the human failure to be perfect. Our nature these days seems to be
one of easy influence, especially when we’re bombarded with the lure of
possessions and privilege. I don’t profess to understand many of the “causes”
that people wave their own flag about. I don’t agree with the free reign that
some will try and take on our children and grandchildren. I may not agree with
some political groups or leaders, but I won’t be baited into compromising my
morals and values given to me by my parents. I will do my best to follow the
teachings and examples that Christ has given us yet may fail like anyone else.
I have done my best, so far to work for and earn what I have honestly and
should expect nothing less from those around me. These days, with social media
watching every move, it’s getting harder and harder to avoid the microscope of
strangers.
I wonder what Jesus would think these
days if He were in human form? I can only imagine what He carried all those
years ago when the earth was in turmoil while He spread the gospel. There was
no fake news of the internet then, as His words, deeds, messages were written
down as truth. He gave us words and guidance to follow today to live with love
for everyone, not just those who agree with us. These days, those very words
are being tested and twisted for some agendas. If it’s to make the scriptures
fit a life style, or to justify bad behavior then a real reckoning is coming
for sure.
Let’s not be trapped or tricked into
using scripture for personal gain. Rather let’s learn them and apply His
teachings in a way that brings honor to our memory. Here we are almost two
thousand years after His death & resurrection, and He’s the most famous
person who ever lived among us. That should speak volumes about His character.
Those are the footprints we should be following before the sands of time erase
us from our lives. Demonstrate His agape love as best you can. Lead by example
in a good way. There will be a time when we all stand before Him as He asks us
to look at the footprints we left behind. Will we be proud of ourselves and the
life we lived? Will we have to answer for misrepresenting Him? My best for Him
will come on the last day I breathe, because so far, my best has yet to come. I
hope the footprints I leave are of a good path, and not evidence of my
down-trotting on anyone else to get somewhere.
Mike Shindruk
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Beyond Our Finish Line
By the time
you sit to read this message, I will have been retired for one week. After
fifty years of working in retail sales, my finish line was crossed last
Thursday. At the ripe young age of sixteen in 1973, I began working like most
other teens at the time. There was no long-term goal, just the prospect of
earning my own money to buy a car, and date a girl. I would have never guessed
that my first job would be my last job. The money was never enough to dream
big, but looking back, it was what I now know, almost enough to provide what I
would need. I may have changed employers five times over my fifty-year history,
but the fundamental tasks were pretty much the same.
Looking
back, I do have a few regrets, but I sit today realizing that my life has been
blessed beyond those regrets. The circle of close friends I have may not have
been, had I not been where I was at any given moment. The faith family I
cherish may not have come into my life if not for the timely changes that
occurred for me. The communication and labor skills I possess today may not have
turned out how they have. My regrets are overshadowed by the blessing God
poured onto me.
My
employment finish-line was always there, yet
invisible to me until God began to reveal it, one event at a time. Over
the last eight years these included three shots at knee replacements, my wife’s
victory over breast cancer, and the loss of a very special brother-in-law. His
passing was the wake up call for me to plan my exit from work, to be home with
my family. That one life stopping event was moment I realized that I should
never take any day for granted. Actually, it reminded me to enjoy and savor
every single day. All of these set me to determine my retirement day. So now
for me, a hobby has become a small business where my goals and opportunities
are ahead of me. The road will have many curves so each day will be an
exploration of life beyond my finish line.
My story has
been written and planned by God. I acknowledge that now. Yours is also being
written so pay attention. As we all go through this event of life, we are all
assigned a blank book. The thickness of that book depends on how long we live.
The story line and content of the writings depend on the life you live and
share. There was a time when God was not a part of my life, let alone knowing
Him the way I do now. I came to accept Him twenty years ago and every day I am
amazed how He makes Himself known to me. The thousands of little blessings, or
signs He gives, were never on my radar when I was younger. I can only imagine
the millions of times He was there for me, and I never even knew. Yet, He cared
enough for me to provide me with long and winding roads. Now that I know Him,
the scripture Jeremiah 29:11 is now my mantra, and I share that a lot.
Looking back, I acknowledge that His
provision in my life far outweighs any wants or goals from my youth, and I am
content with that. Everything I have, value, love and know are all because He
loved me enough that He sent His son, Jesus to die for me. When I think of that
fact I am humbled beyond all understanding. Spoiler alert folks, He has done
the very same for you as you read this, and for those who have yet to accept
Him. That is agape love right there in a nutshell. As for me, He has gifted me
with yet another birthday recently. He keeps my body as healthy as I can expect
for a sixty-seven-year-old. He has blessed my finances to provide me with
enough. He keeps my wife by my side in our advancing years and blesses our
family to remain tight knit. Are there some things being worked on that are not
perfect yet? Yes, and I will continue to pray that He works those things out.
Our lives here are all on the road to
our own finish lines, yet His promise to us in John 3:16 reassures me daily
that when He is done with you and me here, there will be life beyond our finish
line. What kind, you may ask? Eternal, and we’ll not be alone.
Mike
Shindruk
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Restoration
My wife and I are fans of restoration
shows on television. From, old vehicles, to century homes, to family heirlooms
the variety of good quality programming is endless. One of our favorites is
called The Repair Shop, from England. The show features about a dozen
restoration specialists that are masters in carpentry, metal work, clock
repair, upholstery, jewelry, and fabric and furniture. The premise of the show
follows customers who bring family pieces that have incredible back stories and
history, yet are connected to the emotions of family. Pieces that come in
broken, worn, damaged, neglected and forgotten are then mended to evoke
precious memories for the clients. Some are made to look new, but most are
restored, yet maintaining the historical scars and bumps so their life history
is not erased.
These past few weeks and months for
myself and my family have allowed me to listen for God’s voice. Lately,
circumstances have drowned Him out, which threw a blanket of writers’ block
over me. The more I tried to listen for Him, the more the world seemed to drown
Him out. A couple of weeks ago an event in our family shook my wife and I to
the core. The end result was a miracle for us and immediately, God’s voice was
as clear as the water in the lake near our cottage. All of a sudden, the word
restoration came to mind and has kept itself in my soul. It’s like God was
telling me to share how He restores things in our lives every day.
I have been given an opportunity to
really look inside myself for what is the most important to me and my family.
God restored a number of things in me in just one forty eight hour period. He
restored my sense of worth. He restored my faith in His power of healing a
broken spirit. He restored my view of what is really important in my life. He
showed me the true value of being faithful and leaning on Him in crisis. To be
clear, I had not lost my way, but was shaken enough to recoil into myself
because as a human, I took my eyes off Him for a moment. Fear has a way of
doing that to all of us. If you are reading this and you feel somewhat lost
from Him, it’s okay. He knows your circumstance and He will place Himself in
your soul to carry you, even if you don’t realize it.
Like the master restorers of family heirlooms,
God will take all of us who have been broken, scarred, scratched, worn down,
faded, and yes, forgotten about, and pull all of that out. Then He will impart
Himself in us and gently peel back the hurt, the damaged and the ugly, and
discard it. He will then gently restore us. He won’t make us younger, but He
will give us a faith-lift that will allow us to stand a little taller. We’ll
walk a little straighter, we’ll think a little clearer, we’ll listen and hear
more acutely, and we will talk with more conviction. He and only He has the
divine power to do this. We are not equipped with divination. We are not God,
and we are not robots. We are humans, made in His image, yet frail enough to
always have the need to lean on Him for everything. We will stumble, and He
will lift us. We will have failures, yet He will forgive us. We will stray from
Him, yet He will wait and welcome us back at a moment’s notice.
I encourage everyone to embrace God’s
ability to bring restoration into your life. Allow Him to permeate every cell
in your body and every part of your soul and spirit. His restoration of you and
me will be as individual as our fingerprints. No two will be identical and some
will take longer than others. Yet, like a vintage car or favorite armchair, we
will have enough of us in there to recognize ourselves, and more than enough of
Him in us to always be shiny and comfortable. We will have our laugh lines,
some hairlines, and yes, some waistlines. We will be our age, but young in the
spirit. So let’s not miss the opportunity to be God’s feet on the ground to
show Him to as many people as we can. That in itself, may just be the
invitation someone needs to accept their turn for restoration in the repair
shop.
Mike
Shindruk
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God and Grandmothers
One of my
sisters was visiting us and enjoying a cup of tea the other day. Our
conversation got around to us getting my mom’s Christmas tree up, lit and
decorated. She brought an envelope from my mom, which contained a Christmas
gift for our daughter and son in law out West. My sister mentioned that mom had
a stack of envelopes for all us siblings, our kids, grand kids, and great grand
kids, but needed help with all the names. Now as I thought of this, the number
was staggering to us. Every year momma makes sure that no one is missed. She
may not remember the names, but never forgets that they are there. She is
eighty-six, and my wife’s mom is ninety, yet they both make sure that all in
their family are remembered at Christmas. Both of their memories are fading and
sometimes they don’t remember a visit or what they ate the previous day. Yet
when it comes to Christmas and birthdays, well that’s different.
We can’t
blame them for forgetting names of family members, after all our numbers are
high, and they are old. Like most families, time, life, and circumstances lead
to grand children and great grand children not visiting their nannies as much
as they would like. On top of this, we have pretty much lost the last couple of
years due to the “pandemic”. It’s an uncomfortable fact of life that many
elders remain with memories of days gone by, as the days slowly pass by. Our
mom’s, like many others wait patiently for someone to drop in for a cup of tea,
a chat, and a hug. They watch out their windows for vehicles coming up the
driveway, and light up when someone comes to sit a while just to get caught up
on what’s going on. With family spread out, and may working long hours, it’s
just a fact that regular visits don’t happen. Even if they can’t see or hear
very well, they are overjoyed that someone came to spend a little time with
them.
As I thought
about our mom’s, I couldn’t help but see the similarity of God and
grandmothers. He too, remembers each and every one of our names, birthdays and
yes, what He will gift us with at Christmas. Inside His envelopes for every one
of us is His personal invitation to visit. It also has His promise that He will
never leave us, nor forsake us. Each one has our name on the outside, and I can
imagine they are unsealed, making it easier to look inside. He also, sits
waiting ever so patiently for us to visit. Unlike the human side, He overcomes
a fracture in a family, His time is longer than ours, and as busy as life gets
for us, He still makes a space to give us His undivided attention. Unlike our
elderly mom’s, His eyesight, hearing, and memory are not failing. His hearing
is so acute that He can hear what you are thinking. His eyesight is so sharp,
He can see your future, because He has designed it. His memory is so good that
the only thing He forgets, is our past. Our mom’s will eventually be a memory
to us so it’s important to close in with them as much as we can. Their sight,
hearing and memory will be restored when they join Him and our dad’s in the
Heavens, which is what His card to them reads.
The day will
come when we replace our mom’s, waiting for that loving visit by our children
and grand children. This circle of life will be repeated over and over until
we’re all together in eternity. This Christmas I encourage everyone to take
stock of their lives, and family and visit with each other. Make and take time
to visit the nannies and grampies so they can see your face and hear your
voice. It’s a powerful gift that will hopefully be with them for a long time. Make a commitment
to open the envelope from God and read what He has written for you and your
future. Reflect on the gift of the birth of His son, Jesus, given to each one
of us. Visit with Him more than just at Christmas time. Sit and have a chat and
I guarantee that you will find that God and grandmother’s have more to offer
you than you could ever imagine.
Mike
Shindruk
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Mistakes
I’d like to believe that I have fairly
good carpentry skills. Together with my wife, we built the house we live in
almost forty years ago. Within the thousands of pieces there is no doubt a fair
number of mistakes. Not the kind that would make our home unsafe or
structurally inferior, but let’s just say not perfect. My father told me once
that molding and trim cover up a lot of sins. It was just a figure of speech I
suppose. It’s funny but fathers always seem to have a pocket full of those.
Well, if that is true, then every house standing has hidden a lot of sins.
I’m sure that even on a daily basis,
there is not one among us who doesn’t make mistakes. It could be an error in
grammar, math, speed limits, or even acceptable social etiquette. Regardless of
our social standing, education, or up-bringing, we as humans will spend our
life making mistakes, and apologizing for them. In most instances, we will be
forgiven, and in some we will slip under the radar. No one is perfect, as we
are all human. When we mess up in our life we can usually depend on our parents
to assume the responsibility of helping us turn that around. We will be
forgiven many more times than we forgive, which is something we should really
consider. Scripture tells us that we are to forgive those who do something
against us, seven times seventy times. I’m not sure about you but I for one
admit that I could not meet that standard. In a perfect world, we could but
these days that’s just unrealistic for the human race.
The only person that I know of that
could be capable of that would be Jesus. Consider what the Romans, Pharisees,
accusers, and unbelievers did to Him. They tried Him, scoffed Him, scorned Him,
and crucified Him. Yet in some of His dying breaths, He forgave, saying”
Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do”. How terrible was this
mistake by mankind itself at the time to do this to the Son of God. Yet, Jesus
died for them, and us for all the mistakes, and sins for eternity. Only God
could do that. Heaven knows we need God now more than ever. How much more proof
do we need these days when we see leaders of countries like Russia trying to
erase their neighbors in Ukraine. We see our children, and grandchildren being
preyed upon by those who promote deviant lifestyles at every turn. We are
standing on the sidelines as corporations fight for control of every aspect of
our lives, as millions of people walk around, fixated on their cell phones
oblivious to the world around them.
We are losing our way faster than the
speed of the race to Mars. Recently, my wife underwent a major surgery. The day
before, we were enjoying a meal and each other’s company. We were cherishing
every moment in conversation, as we gazed into each other’s eyes. We spent valuable
time walking around the Halifax Gardens, not knowing exactly what the following
day would bring. As we sat for lunch we noticed a couple in the booth across
the aisle. Each were emersed in their individual cell phones, and never uttered
more than a half dozen words in the hour we were there. They had no idea what a
mistake they made that day, by not closing in on what was important. It seems
like our world is doing the same thing. I would encourage you to take a look at
yourself and reset your life. It’s not too late to correct any mistakes that
are hovering around you right now. Mend your fences, pay attention to your mate
and your children. Keep the world from swallowing them up. Drop any grudges
that are keeping you awake at night. Give your employer the best value for
their money. Stop chasing temporary trophies, and bowing at the feet of idols.
God forgave the world for crucifying
His son, Jesus. He can clean your own slate if you just invite Him in. Look up
and just ask, and watch how the mistakes that hold you down, be erased, and
forgiven. We all make mistakes. The greatest thing is, we all have a way out
from underneath them. Call on His name and see what it feels like to have the
weight of the world come off your shoulders.
Mike
Shindruk
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Our Father’s
Forgiveness
As I worked this week on an artist’s
studio for my wife, I was to the framing stage of assigning window openings in
the walls. A good friend of mine gave of his time to help me, which was a huge
gift, as the walls were heavy to lift into place. Friday came and we finally
got to stand the last wall, just as the daily heat hit. Just as we finished and
I was showing him the old windows I was to use, I noticed they seemed much
larger than the openings we made. Sure enough, in my haste and in the heat, I
had made a mistake. As I dug in to fix the error, it occurred to me that we
humans err every day, and we literally spend our lifetime trying to make amends
for our mistakes.
None of us are without fault, or sin
for that matter, yet we can all take comfort in knowing that each day, our
Father’s forgiveness is poured onto us. He gave Moses the Ten Commandments for
all humanity to follow, yet if the truth be told, they are almost impossible to
follow to the letter. Unlike the days of the Old Testament, where the religious
leaders of the day would never show mercy, the New Testament flips that on its
ear. When Jesus came, He offered unabashed love, grace, and forgiveness for our
shortcomings. He taught and showed all of us that our Father is a loving God.
He gives us all the freedom of choice to believe in Him or not. We are to
revere Him, rather than fear Him. That does not mean we are to run amok with
our lives. What it does tell us is that He will be available in our daily live,
all the days of our lives to help guide us to His arms and our days end. He
knows that we will make mistakes every day, yet He forgives. He gives all of us
the opportunity to accept Him, even to our dying breath. In that alone, there is
ultimate forgiveness. Even those who mock Him or his followers will still have
that last chance to repent. That is our Father’s forgiveness. He even tells us
to forgive each other seven times seventy times if need be, knowing we are most
likely to fail, yet He forgives.
You see it is in His forgiving nature
and spirit that we are all worthy of His love. None of us are without fault,
yet He practices what He preached. When we’re too weak to try, He does. When
we’re too blind to see, He guides, and when we’re too stubborn to change, He
waits. We’ve all heard about the patience of Job. Well I can imagine how much
patience God has to put up with the mayhem and disobedience of the human race.
His agape love for us is beyond understanding, yet we try. We err, then we
repent. This is a lifelong journey on a road well travelled.
Our world will always want to keep us
under thumb for every action. There always seems to be someone out there just
waiting to pounce on us for a mistake. It could be our boss, our banker, our
neighbour and even strangers. Heaven forbid we bump into someone’s vehicle or
cut in a grocery line. To live our lives on guard every day is stressful, yet
when we close in with Jesus we can separate ourselves from this. These days, if
we followed His commandments, to love our neighbours as our selves, we would
all find life easier. If we all just tried a little kindness, then our mistakes
would be less frequent. Will we still make them? Yes, but I for one take
comfort in knowing that God loves me so much that His helping of forgiveness is
unending. Perhaps it will be nice to know that when we meet Him face to face
that the greeting at the gates will be hugs rather than history.
Mike
Shindruk
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We All Need Him
These past two years have played havoc
on everyone. Those of us who are members of a ministry can tell you that not
being able to meet in person for church services has been a tough go. As
restrictions loosen and more and more things open up, there begins a long road
back to what we thought was normal. Our ministry group usually gathers at a
local funeral chapel, and due to provincial guidelines, we are still on hold to
meet. We know that there will be a time where we can gather to celebrate Jesus,
and to be together as a complete faith family again. For now, we are business
as the new normal by online messages by our pastor, bible study, weekly written
messages and even a scripture for each day, all by way of social media. It is
working and we are thankful for that.
That being said, our congregation is
another two years older and some have gone onto Heaven. A few of us meet when
we can to stay in old voice so when we meet again, the worship will even more
special than before. We are all doing what we can to stay plugged into each
other, and to God, but there is still something missing. That missing element
is live fellowship. We are realizing more and more just how much we need God.
That one-on-one experience of being together in church has such a healing and
uplifting quality that just cannot be replaced. We are hoping that absence does
truly make the heart grow fonder as we look forward to the day when we can drop
the masks and offer the hugs without fear. Some may argue that covid is just one
of those things we will have to live with. Well, I can respect that point of
view, yet scripture tells us to use the wisdom that God gave us, along with the
knowledge of those we trust. That combination will allow us to regain some lost
time and ground as we get ready to get our faith boots back on the ground.
I do applaud those congregations that
are meeting responsibly, as they know the joy of in person fellowship as it
should be. Our ministry has no owned meeting place and I’ve even been told that
we are a church without a steeple. That is true, but Jesus never had a steeple
or even a place to call home. Where we gather is not as important as when we
gather, so many groups like ours have been in good company all along. We are
free of earthly responsibilities of a building, and that allows us to pour our
tithes and offerings into our community as needed. We have been blessed by a
group of volunteers who use our time,
treasures, and talents to bring glory to the Father. Do we need Him? Oh yes, more
than anything. As we come into the third year of this thing called a pandemic,
we will continue to do what we can, and will always look to the future when we
can gather in person, sing to the King, and hug each other with reckless
abandonment. That time is coming, soon we hope.
Until then I encourage everyone to stay
connected with your faith family. Don’t allow yourself to drop of the faith
radar, as it is very easy to do these days. Maintain your financial
faithfulness as you can, stay in the word and don’t allow the world to pull you
into the rat race. I need Him, you need Him, we all need God, so remember He is
as close as the whisper of His name. Until we all meet again, let’s keep on
needing Him. Soon we will get to celebrate in person, and what a day that will
be.
Mike
Shindruk
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My He Shed
After years of loosely planning and
dreaming, I finally built myself a workshop. I have decent carpentry skills,
and for the past year and a half I have been creating rustic cottage decorative
pieces, mostly from used wood. My little workshop holds my tools, supplies, a
wood burning stove, and a place for me to just, be. As I sit or stand with a
cozy crackling fire and a cup of coffee, I am surrounded by old wood, saw dust
and my tools. What makes it complete is the presence of God. I have no distractions
of a phone, music, or internet as I just soak and create.
If this sounds like a dream, it is not.
It is real and I am blessed to be doing something with my skills that I am
still discovering. This season I will be building my wife a she-shed for her to
have as her own place of tranquility as she once again picks up her artists
paint brushes. She now affectionately calls my workshop my he-shed. As I think
about this, I see something much deeper. Yes, my shop is a realized dream where
I can go to turn old and new lumber into something creative, useful, and
meaningful to others. Many sentimental family pieces have already come from
there, and my hands. It is important to me to have a bit of “Uncle Mike” in
some of the pieces for my family members. God gives me the space and peace to
take something that is discarded, and transform it into a piece of art. I
haven’t yet figured out why, but He’ll let me know in His time.
God has shown me the parallel of Him
and my shop. He has given me, and you, a secure, quiet place to go as He
invites us into His presence. Each one of us can retreat from the world and
into His arms whenever we need or want to. He will take all of the damaged and
discarded pieces of our past, throw them away and help us to transform into
something and someone brand new. We all dream of peace, like I dreamt of my
shop, so He offers us the opportunity to make those dreams His reality. We need
only say yes to the invitation. It’s easy to do. Just take your cuppa, sit and
soak and just talk to Him like you would your dad, or dad figure. He will
settle inside your soul so deep that before you know it, a new creation will
come out.
My first pastor told me that our past
has no place in our future. What a prophetic statement that I still carry with
me each day. If Jesus chose twelve disciples that were certainly not perfect,
to carry His message, then we must surely be special because He chose us. Even
when He was on the cross dying, He chose us over His own life. Just consider
how much He loves you and me as individuals to want an intimate love
relationship with Him. He comes to our door and knocks, waiting patiently for
us to open and allow Him in. It is that easy. We don’t even have to speak out
loud, as even a thought or a whisper of His name is all that is needed for Him
to hear us.
I encourage everyone to close out the
noise of the world and your past and head out to the ultimate He-shed. That
would be God’s arms. He has a reserved seat, a warm fireplace called His heart,
a warm cup that is overflowing for each of us, and a safe room for us to just,
be. My little workshop is my hobby sanctuary, my withdraw space. My He-shed is
my Heavenly Father’s arms where I can retreat to recharge my soul. It’s where
all of us can go whenever we want. It costs nothing, yet the value is
priceless, as it’s been paid for. So whenever I want or need, I will just
unplug. I won’t be far away as you will find me just hanging out with my Father
in my He-shed.
Mike Shindruk
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What’s
In a Song
I have been playing guitar and singing for about fifty years now. As a young
lad growing up my favorite entertainers were Johnny Cash, Elvis, and The
Beatles. Pretty much anyone my age would play guitar because of these three and
a few more. We enjoy the music of our youth, and we learn to play because of
the songs and the way they make us feel or think. I even had aspirations of
being an entertainer, and actually co-fronted a local band for about twenty
years. Then a change came about when I had my own epiphany almost twenty years
ago.
I was introduced to something called worship music. Something grabbed me by the
soul one Sunday morning at a chance attendance at a church service. There was a
feel, a vibe, a washing, or something stronger than I had felt in a long time
just come over me. Songs about God were presented in a way I had never
experienced, and I was immediately hooked. Eventually I found myself
discovering songs I never knew could make grown men weak, and everyone else raise
their hands without hesitation. I was suddenly soaking up lyrics, and melodies
that took me to a place I didn’t know existed. A place of total peace was given
to me when I needed it the most.
I never knew so many songs were written about one man, Jesus. Each one unique,
yet familiar, calming, yet fresh. I am the worship leader for Master’s Hand
Ministry, and I never tire of presenting songs about our Lord. Like many
people, I have certain songs that get me to the core, where I weep inside. I’m sure
we all have those. Maybe it’s the melody, and maybe it’s the lyrics, or both.
The point is they touch us. Dr. Spencer Barclay, who is with our worship group,
is quite knowledgeable regarding the origin and background of many songs. When
he brings the details out in his “something to think about” segments, we all
leave with a greater appreciation for what we sing than when we started. Many
songs like Amazing Grace, I Can Only Imagine, and Lord of the Dance are deeper
than most people realize. We just need to pay attention to the messages to be
amazed at what we can learn. For example, Lord of the Dance, a Maritime
favorite by John Allan Cameron, has been around forever, and regardless of the
venue, he would have everyone clapping and singing along. I wonder just how
many knew it was about Jesus’ birth, death, and resurrection? I could go on and
on, but perhaps the reader could look into a few of their own favorites and
maybe they will discover why they are touched the way they are.
Currently, we are not
able to gather in person, but our service messages are on-line. For now,
myself, my wife, son, our pastor and her husband sit around our kitchen table
each week, singing to stay plugged in. We’re preparing for the day when we will
be able to safely gather and share with our friends in service. We are all
still amazed how sitting around with a guitar and a coffee and a few songs of
praise, can elevate our day and our mood. This is not by chance, but by design.
Only God could inspire so many songwriters and musicians to keep His name and
message alive and relevant. He never goes out of style, and His Word is never
dated. He knew what our world would be going though these past couple of years,
and He also knows what He has planned for us Jeremiah 29:11. He knew when to
grab me, and He knows what He is doing to keep us plugged in and connected to
each other, and Him. He is using this wonderful tool known as music and song to
carry us. So what’s in a song? It could very well be the gateway to breaking a
chain that’s been hold you down. If it’s the melody, fine and if it’s the
words, even better. Either way the rest of your life will be better by having a
listen, or singing along. After all, He loves it when we sing.
Mike Shindruk
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God’s Workshop
Last year while I was recovering from knee surgery, I
began the process of building myself a small workshop. For many years it was on
my bucket list, so I finally began. Having limited mobility and strength, the
process has been long, slow and challenging. I was fortunate to have it dried
in before the winter came, yet I still managed to tinker inside whenever I
could. With limited resources I got creative and began covering the walls and
ceiling with boards form discarded crates and pallets. As I would enjoy a cozy
crackling fire in my wood stove, I would dismantle the pallets one board at a
time, de-nailing and selecting each piece to fit just so. I took pleasure in
using materials that others would casually toss aside. Yet I saw the goodness
that was left in those many pieces. I spent hours cleaning, sizing, sanding and
installing bits that would eventually reveal a tapestry of beauty.
Occasionally, I have posted pictures of my progress,
and was surprised at the comments from people who thought it looked so good.
I’ve injected some coloured pieces that have special meaning to me, as
reminders of how God has been with me on a journey only He could arrange.
As I look at my work, I see every board, every grain,
every color, every scar, and chip. They have been affixed to their permanent
home and together with all their defects, serve as a reminder that perhaps,
this is how God uses and sees us. There is not a one among us who came out of
our mother’s womb, holy enough to be worthy of praise. Each one of us, through
our lives will be wounded, scarred, chipped, cracked, broken, bullied and yes,
discarded like one of my used shipping pallets. I would like to tell everyone
that God sees in us, what I see in those dirty used boards. He sees our lives
as I see my workshop, a work in progress. He takes us, broken and gently
disassembles the parts of our lives that keeps us weighed down. He cherry picks
the good in all of us and pulls that out. Our individual grains, sizes,
thicknesses and colors will then be placed on His walls to make the tapestry of
His imagination. He gathers us and puts some of us along side each other so we
may all compliment one another.
He wants us to know that whatever burden we have
carried in the past, is not in our future. He wants us to know that if we have
been beaten down, bullied, ignored, or discarded that He sees the value in
using us. If you have thoughts of being worthless, useless or invisible, I want
to tell you that you have been lied to. God sees in you, what you may not see
in yourself. We are all used pallet boards, yet in His eyes, we are the finest
oak or mahogany that money can buy. I encourage everyone to let Him pull the
nails out that have pinned you down. Let Him unload the weight of life that has
held you down.
Simply look up,
and invite Him into your heart, and you will immediately feel the weight of the
world come off your shoulders. Allow Him to clean you, trim your edges, sand
your rough surfaces, and place you in His workshop. If you have children who
are trying to find their way, or their identity, bring them to God’s table and
introduce them to a Heavenly Father who will lift them higher than they can
imagine. Give them hope for a better future. You deserve it, they deserve it,
in fact we all deserve it. God wants nothing short of the very best for all of
us, so He says we are deserving.
My little workshop will someday be complete, and I
will remember many of the thousands of pieces that made it. God’s workshop has
been under construction forever and will continue into eternity. The difference
is, He will remember every one of us that He has placed in a special place.
Unlike the discarded shipping pallets, we will never be thrown away because God
has a purpose and a plan for all of us.
Mike Shindruk
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What’s In a Prayer?
This past week I saw
statement by an atheist, or atheist organization that said this. ”Prayer is
only a demonstration of doubt in the power of God”. As I took a few minutes to
allow my initial reaction to settle down, I actually chuckled inside, as I thought
it quite odd that an atheist acknowledged the very God they don’t believe in.
Perhaps it was just someone who really wanted prayer for a situation, or
someone who was wanting to get a reaction. Either way, the statement gave me
this message.
For me, prayer is an
intimate conversation between us and God. Period. It is a total vocal reliance
on the power of our creator. It tells Him that through everything, good and
bad, that we trust Him. We either do or we do not, as there is no in between.
Prayer is a deep communication of our needs, and yes, our wants. God listens to
every word, and to every heart for sincerity and from there on takes the lead.
He grants, or He does not. It is not immediate in most cases, which can lead us
to question or doubt God. That’s our human reaction as these days we want
instant gratification and results. I don’t mean to burst anyone’s bubble, but
that is how God works. We must be reminded that He is not the mean old man in
the sky, like written about in the Old Testament. That understanding changed
when Jesus made a new covenant as told in the New Testament. Yet we all must
have a reverence for Him as our Father. God does not play with us like a pet
with a toy, rather He waits for us to realize how perfect a Heaven He has for us
if we want it.
Prayer is a link to
the promise of an eternity of peace and love. It gives the believer (you and
me) a hope for something far greater than we can imagine. God asks only that we
truly believe in His son Jesus, as written in John 3:16. When we read this
scripture with a clean heart, we cast out any doubt whatsoever. Prayer is not
doubting the power of God, rather it is an outward demonstration of our belief
in His power. We pray for healing. We pray for recovery. We pray for health. We
pray for others, and yes, we can even pray for ourselves. Don’t ever
allow anyone to try and convince you otherwise. Those of you who have ever
fervently prayed for anything, know that you always feel better afterward. Why?
I suggest it is because you know in your heart that God was listening and will
answer in a way that will always amaze you.
These recent weeks of
watching the news has made a lot of us wonder about the future of our planet.
The Russian invasion of a sovereign country like Ukraine is unfathomable. Yet,
I see thousands of people all around the world kneeling wherever and praying
for peace. Will God answer? I believe He will. Do I say that because I am in
the safety and security of my home here in Canada? No. Those who read this
should feel blessed that God placeD us where He did in times like this. As
someone who’s Ukrainian grandfather fled the same thing in the first world war,
I ache inside thinking that this could happen today. My bloodline to Ukraine
ended with the elimination of my ancestors on my grandfather’s side, yet I am
sickened by the way one man has caused terror to so many for personal gain.
You, me and everyone else who believes in God, must be praying daily that He
will somehow cause a change and have this end. Prayer is a powerful weapon, so
let’s us it for good. Pray for Ukraine, pray for each other, pray for
ourselves, and pray for our planet. What’s in a prayer anyway? The same power
force as it was when Jesus prayed to the Father when He was on the cross, with
no hint of doubt in sight.
Mike Shindruk
Master’s Hand Ministry
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Just Look Up
Psalm 121:1-3 NCV says this. I look up to the hills, but where does my help
come from? My help comes from the Lord. Who made heaven and earth. He will not
let you be defeated. He who guards you never sleeps. I have shared, used,
relied on, and practiced this scripture many times. I’ve shared with people who
expressed despair in their situation. I’ve used it to encourage someone who
felt they were at the end of a rope that had no knot to hold onto. I’ve relied
on it when my own fears and shortfalls took up real estate in my head. Most
importantly, I’ve practiced it, knowing full well that God had me and my
situation under control. When we get to that point, we need the reassurance of
this scripture to re-tie that knot in the lifeline He has thrown us.
I’ve looked up many times in my sixty-five years. The first time was probably
into the eyes of my parents as they held me for the first time. Many more times
as I was growing up, I would be looking up, to my father who taught me
thousands of life-lessons and skills. To my mother a thousand times for lessons
of the heart. To the many people that invested time and energy into teaching me
so many other things during my working career. I am still looking up to those
who helped guide me to Christ, and regularly to my own Pastor as she always
encourages others in Christ. One of my most memorable looking up moments was
when I awoke from having knee surgery to see my wife’s face. That is one of
those moments that does not need to be shared with anyone but her.
We all have times when we need someone to come along side us and remind us to
look to the mountains, both figuratively and literally. No one can get through
this life without someone to reach down and pull us up from where we lay. No
one is strong enough to figure this thing called life, out by themselves. So,
let’s rely on this scripture and so many more to pull our boots up and get the
laces tied. Our country and our world, is in such a turmoil right now that we
can hardly breathe after watching the news. One protest after another, with
thousands of voices trying to drown each other out. Countries trying to
overtake another for resources or power. The rich are holding power over the
poor, while we all try and not die from the next virus. It’s enough to make one
want to run to the hills we’re looking up to.
Yet, there is hope. If we just think about our own situations, we can at least
start to climb out of whatever hole we think we’re in. The world’s blaring
horns are meant to drown out common sense and courtesy and to pound us into
submission. Let’s not allow that to happen. We can still love our neighbours
even if we disagree. We can still wake up tomorrow if we didn’t watch the news
or zombie ourselves on our phones and computers. I can only imagine what the
world would look like, if even for a day, we just sat and looked to the
mountains. Can you imagine what God’s voice sounds like to each of us when we
listen? Can you imagine feeling your blood pressure drop, as a sense of peace
and calm washes over you? This is not sticking our heads in the sand, but
rather placing our hearts in His hands. They are the hands that can cradle our
faces so we may look for His and cover our ears so we listen for only His
voice. Wouldn’t anyone like or deserve this right now? I believe we do.
My friends, as we gain two to three minutes of additional daylight with each
sunrise, let’s draw a breath, give a little thanks for what we have, and use
some of that extra time to simply look to the mountains. You will be amazed at
what you may see.
Mike Shindruk
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All That And A Bag Of Chips
The title of this message is,
perhaps a little off-the-cuff sounding, yet there is a deeper meaning if we
think about it. We all have so many different little sayings, yet never know
where they originated. Still, we can use them and apply them at will. I am
about to take you into this one, from my perspective.
Each time I have a visit with
my mom, who lives next door, she greets me with, “what’s going on”? After we
set the kettle on for tea and coffee, we settle in. I catch her up on the week,
and she offers me a sweet with my hot drink. As we sit and chat, I am always
amazed at how easy it is to share and learn something new about her with every
conversation. At almost eighty-six years old, she can still conjure up
something from her past that I didn’t know. These days, like many her age, she
is unsteady on her feet, hard of hearing, and does forget some things. Yet I am
pleased to still have her in our lives. As she turns the television to mute,
and we share some time together, we laugh, watch the birds outside feeding, and
sometimes have a little cry as we miss people who have gone on before us. It’s
amazing how quick an hour can fly by when you spend time with someone you love.
As I prepare to leave, she always walks me to the door, and as I give her a
guaranteed hug, kiss, and I love you mom, she says, “oh just a moment”. While I
pause at the door, she hands me a large bag of chips. She always told me that
as a baby, she would offer me a cookie, or a pickle, and I would always choose
the pickle. It’s the salt thing. Think about it, we can enjoy the chips as we
sit with a loved one, and even lick our fingers to get every morsel.
Now here is where Jesus comes
into my message. Like our elderly parents, Jesus waits patiently until we come
knocking on His door to sit and visit. Like my mom’s door, His is always open
for whenever we can “make time”. He never admonishes us for being late or busy
because He already knows why. He always has a place prepared for us to just sit
and chat, whether we come for a laugh, a lesson, or a cry. When we visit with
Him, either in a service, or just in our thoughts, we have His complete
attention. His hearing, sight, and memory are all perfect, so we need only
whisper and He hears us. Like our parents, if we just listen to Him, we will
always learn something new about Him. He will never fidget in His seat and will
always wait for us to make our exit before He walks us to the door. As we leave
our chat, we know we have been given the gift of a lifetime in every conversation.
His bag of chips to me, or us, is what He leaves with us. It’s the treat for
later that we can enjoy and share with a loved one. In each visit with Him, we
are assured of another at our leisure. Just like with my mom, I can unload my
fears and concerns. I can soak up what He wants to tell me. I can catch up on
the week and days, and I can leave till the next time with all that and a bag
of chips.
As I write this message, I am
enjoying the sounds of my wife preparing food for our Ukrainian Christmas
dinner later today. Perogies ready for cooking, turkey and cabbage rolls are in
the oven. The smells are permeating our home on this cold snowy day, yet I take
comfort in knowing that we will gather today to share a wonderful meal. Our
numbers are smaller, yet the importance and gifting of our gathering is just as
valuable as a crowd of many. At then, end of the day, we will all say our
good-bye’s with hugs and doggie bags. As for me, I will give thanks for the
blessings in my life. Most important, is God’s presence in our lives is all
that, and a bag of chips..
Mike Shindruk
Missing You
This past
Sunday, my wife and I enjoyed a visit with my wife’s mom. She fell and broke
her hip a few months ago. Between her recovery, rehabilitation, and Covid
restrictions, I had not been able to see her in person for quite a while. My
wife has been able to make frequent visits, but I wasn’t. The rules have only
recently changed to allow more visiting. As we entered her room, she lit right
up and offered me the biggest hug ever. In an instant, she went from lying
alone in her bed, to sitting up enjoying a nice cup of tea and conversation.
Her voice absolutely lit up the room as we caught up on family things and
general chit chat. It was so good to spend some time with her, to hear her
voice and see her face in the flesh. That in itself was a healing moment. My
point is this. We never know or realize just how much we miss someone until
they’re not in your immediate life for a while. The visit was as good for me,
as it was for her. My heart was warmed just by being there with my wife and her
mom.
As we drove
home, I could not help but draw the comparison to our church family, and to
Jesus. Since early 2020 when Covid-19 heated up, our church body has not been
able to safely meet in person for services. As we meet in a rented space, the
past and present restrictions keep our church family separated in the flesh.
Our congregation is elderly, so we continue to be diligent in keeping them
safe. Our pastor has adapted well to offering on-line sermons and is in
constant contact, at least by phone with our friends. Just like my
mother-in-law, we miss being together in person, yet we stay connected. We do
miss each other and wait patiently for the day when we can meet with a better
degree of safety.
Now, not
gathering for service has created a small disconnect, but our thread that binds
us together is Jesus. We may be apart from our friends right now, but we have
never been separated from Him or His presence. We need only open our eyes and
draw our first breath to realize He is with us. When each day dawns, take a moment,
and offer up a little prayer of thanks for Him giving us one more day. The fact
that we have not been able to gather for church, has done nothing to diminish
His attention to our lives and circumstances. With Jesus, there are no Covid
restrictions, threat, or barriers. He gives all of us at least two things to
hang onto these days. First, He gives us faith in His healing power, but not
blind faith. He also gives us wisdom to follow the advice of our doctors,
scientists, and leaders, both pastoral and government. Some may not agree these
days with some of these things, but I will follow His lead. Will He protect me?
Yes, but He also expects me to avoid throwing caution to the wind and to be
responsible for myself, my family and friends, and my neighbors. He has sent us
doctors, and He has given them the knowledge of how to look after us. Let us
all just hang in there for a while longer. Let us look out for one another, and
not be divided by difference of opinion.
Christmas is
quickly approaching, and we should be reminded that Jesus came as an innocent
child to be the one who would save us all. He came at a time of great division,
fear, darkness and uncertainty. Covid has set the earth into some of the same,
so look to the mountains for help. (Psalm 121). Let’s be our brothers’ &
sisters’ keepers. Let’s not lose our connection with common sense and courtesy.
Instead, let’s look forward to this next year where we can hopefully remove
restriction of movement, restriction of gathering in person for church, and fear
of each other as we pass in the grocery aisle.
Keep
connecting in any way you can, keep Christ close to your heart, and keep
believing that we will all get through this together. Keep missing each other
so we can all enjoy a cup of tea and a hug when this is over.
Mike
Shindruk
Remember Me
As we come into another
Remembrance Day, I can’t help but think of those in my family, and friends who
served. I had five uncles who served in WWII. I also had a dear friend who
served over thirty five years in the navy, who passed away last year on Nov.11th.
I will surely miss our coffee at his home this Nov.11th. My uncles
and my dear friend are now all passed on, yet they left footprints on my heart
and soul that will remain. Along with friends and family who currently serve,
they made the decision to stand on guard for all of us. Most of us know someone
who has or is serving, either in our military, or police services. They did and
do this because they feel a sense of duty to complete strangers. For this, we
must always remember them.
I also wish to remind
everyone that over two thousand years ago, Jesus stood up to the world to
serve. He, like my uncles, went willingly into enemy territory to stand and
defend what we call freedom. He came and lived as a human man, no doubt with
human fears, emotions, compassion, and yes love. He faced His enemies knowing
that he would be killed, simply for defending the truth. He sat and shared what
He was going to do with His disciples, and told them He was going to prepare a
place for them. He told them that He would come back and take them to be with
Him. He left this message for all of us who choose to believe in Him. He knew
He would be killed and yet He went. Like those who served in previous wars and
conflicts, He went willingly to give His life for us.
We mark the sacrifices of our
veterans by gathering and acknowledging their service by remembering them once
a year. I would like to encourage everyone to remember what Jesus has done for
all of us. Yet, let us remember Him more frequently than perhaps we do. Keep
Him in your hearts daily when you say grace for a meal. Remember Him each day
you open your eyes and fill your lungs with air. Remember Him when a loved one
passes on. Remember Him when you look into the face of a new-born baby in your
family. Remember Him in everything. Say a quick prayer of thanks that you are
given one more day to love and be loved by someone. Wear a poppy with pride for
our veterans, and wear your heart on your sleeve for Jesus.
Remember that He died, so we could live forever in eternity with Him.
Simply put, let us all remember.
Mike Shindruk
You
Never Know Your Limits
Many,
I mean many years ago when I was in high school in Ontario, track and field was
quite a deal. I remember our gym teacher having us run track for what seemed to
be forever. It wasn’t really, but when you’re fourteen everything seems to be
more than your limit. When we all finally stopped, and all of us were wheezing,
he said okay guys, one more lap. After our groans he gave us something to think
about. He said none of us never really know how much we can do, or take and
when we think there is nothing left to give, there always is. For some reason,
that has stayed with me for over fifty years.
There
have been times, even this year when I thought, I have nothing left to give.
I’m sure we’ve all had that thought, yet here we are. Last month as my wife and
son were making crab apple jelly, my son commented on the thousands of holes in
the bark of our crab apple tree, most likely from woodpeckers gorging on
insects over the last few years. This years’ crop of apples was the largest in
the trees’ twenty year life, despite the holes. You would think that the damage
to the tree would prevent it from even throwing leaves, let alone apples. Goes
to show that even a tree that seemingly should be dead, can still contribute
and give.
We as
people are a lot like that tree. Over our lifetime we will be rained and snowed
on, have holes poked into us (figuratively), be ignored, abused, broken, and
starved for many things that should sustain us. Yet, when a friend, relative,
son or daughter, pastor, and yes, God, ask us for anything, we always find
something left in the tank. Again, we never know our limitations. Death of a
loved one, a health scare, financial challenges can all be the plug that gets
pulled as our life force wants to drain out of us. When all seems hopeless, God
shows up. We may wonder why He waits until then, or seemingly never shows up,
but He does. The human in us cannot see or fathom how he works, and we get
blinded by the light of the train in the tunnel when our world crashes. It’s
hard to get around this I know. I’ve watched a family this year being tormented
by the death of a husband and father. They are trying to cope and live, but
even now, months later the agony of being drained is quite evident. I watch
this daily trying to encourage and lift as I can, yet it’s not enough, not yet.
I have worn the shoes and tied the laces, so I know their pain. Even through
this, they give. They help each other, they lean on one another, laugh a lot
less, and cry a lot more. Yet, they don’t give up.
God
does see this. He sees how the grief is drilling painful holes in them every
day. He also has a plan to lift and carry them through this. It will eventually
get better, but it never goes away as my mom would say. All of us will be faced
with this unfair endurance race, and the devil will bark at us saying, give me
one more lap. Well God will give us all the strength for one more, then
another, then another. We need only lean on Him. That is hard to do when pain
and suffering is on your doorstep. Yet, one day you will hear Jesus knock on
the door to your heart, and will patiently wait for you to open the door from
the inside. His knock may come in the form of someone offering to simply pray
with you, cry with you or just sitting while you pour out. Listen closely for
the door as He knocks ever so gently. Open the door and He’ll tell you He knows
your limits, even when you don’t know them. Let Him in and allow Him to give
you what He has to offer for just one more lap, or a thousand. God has a plan
for your life, and it’s only by faith that we can let Him unfold it, even
through the tough days.
Mike Shindruk
Targets
& Levels
How amazing it is to use your
hands to build something. My blue collared father taught me how to do just that
when I was in my early teens. I always looked up to him and would literally
soak up every nugget and morsel he would show me. From levelling out a lawn
with new topsoil, to a driveway with fine gravel. At twelve years old I could
handle a rake pretty well. He had the patience of Job and would just keep
telling me,” just look at the way it lays, and you’ll feel the level”.
He also taught me what seems
to me now as a million carpentry skills and tricks. Some of which I am using
still today. Both of my sons are great carpenters, so I think maybe dad may
have slid that into their genes as well. I remember when we moved to Nova
Scotia, almost fifty years ago now, and we built a garage in our yard in New
Glasgow. We used railway ties and gravel for the foundation and he broke out a
line level and a four footer. So, with rakes and shovels we prepped the site,
then began to lay the beams. We must have checked the line and level a thousand
times, and each time he would be fussier than the last. Eventually I heard
those golden words. Okay, now it’s close enough. I never forgot those lessons,
as they remind me of how we need to conduct our lives.
You see, when we begin our
journey and relationship with Christ, we are all over the map. We get
introduced to God and we are taught the basics. As we grow older, His presence
in our lives becomes more grounded, then, like my earthly father, our Heavenly
Father puts tools in our hands as He teaches us, again with the patience of
Job. Our rake and shovel would be our pastors, mentors, and scriptures. At
first, they all feel new and awkward, but the more we use them, the better we
get at levelling out our lives. There will be times when we think, well I’ve
learned enough, then we will back slide and become off kilter, but we need to
continually make adjustments along the way. After all, we’re building the rest
of our lives. Then we dive back in and things will get smooth and plumb. I
think there are times that all of us kind of slide a bit and think, well that’s
close enough. The past couple of years have been like that due to the events in
our world. Most of us cannot yet meet in person for faith gatherings, so we are
now relying on technology to keep us connected. For the most part, it works,
but nothing can replace the face to face with your faith family.
I am fortunate that my Pastor
has been in my “bubble” since the beginning, so my home is blessed with
constant weekly physical interaction. We have not felt like we have backslid,
but really miss the rest of our peeps. I am looking at these days as just
another version of my father saying, just keep moving and raking, and
micro-adjusting that level. Eventually it will be close enough to build on.
Well, I believe we all will constantly be adjusting ourselves and will see the
bubble perfectly between the lines just before we are called home.
I’m hoping for a long life of
raking and adjusting, yet I am willing to accept whatever days God has for me.
I am currently building a little backyard workshop with one of my sons. As we
toil on uneven ground to make all the foundation targets level and square, I am
reminded of the great teacher I had as a young teen, and also of the great
teacher that I have now for simply living. My building will stand soon, close
enough for my eyes. My hope is that as I stay plugged into God, through the
people He has surrounded me with, and that like my earthy father, my Heavenly
father will one day say to me, welcome child, your level is close enough.
Mike Shindruk
I’m
In Good Hands
For as
long as I can remember, this iconic slogan has been a part of our culture.
“You’re in good hands with Allstate.” How amazing it is, that a few simple
words, can have such an impact with generations of people. As I write this
article, I am at home, recovering from knee surgery. It was an extensive
revision of the knee I had done a few years ago. A fairly common scenario, yet
when it’s on your own doorstep, it doesn’t feel that way. Over the last number
of months as I anxiously waited for the call and tried to mentally prepare
myself, I kept hearing “in good hands” over and over. Not so much connected to
my situation, but those few words kept popping up in conversation. Whether I
used them to encourage someone who was going through their own nightmare, or in
idle conversation as people spoke well of my surgeon, I heard it over and over.
As I
went through my pre-op stages a few days before my surgery, so many people, who
recognized the surgeon’s name, spoke quite highly of him. Now, you need to
understand that I had no fear, anxiety, hesitation or trepidation, yet they
didn’t know that and were perhaps trying to reassure me. I quietly chuckled to
myself, as they didn’t know that I had God in my corner, and He had me in His
hands. You see, through all of the hundreds of little things to prepare myself
for, like the next few months off to recover and heal, my financial well being
for my home, personal health, and yes mental state, I never once shouldered any
fear. I knew I was in good hands. My families, both faith and blood were and
are a constant source of care, empathy, emotional and financial support. They
also, held me up through their own struggles and problems. With all of them, I
was in good hands.
But I
want to get back to God and His hands. When we are being pulled through a
challenge, loss of a loved one, or a surgical wait, we are all on edge. Every
time the phone rings, we jump a bit, thinking only of the worst. Well, I had to
wait month after month for a call I knew would come, but just not knowing when.
I chose not to panic. Yes I waited on each call, but I knew it would come and I
knew I was in good hands. God’s. With every day that passed, I realized that
God had me booked, He just didn’t need to let me know. Finally, my date was
given and a weight was lifted as I knew I had tangible information to plan
around. Winding my tasks down at my workplace, last minute home repairs, and
even some bank responsibilities were all in alignment. I spent more time with
my family, and more private time with my wife. After all I am sixty five, and
if God saw fit to take me or send me back, I was prepared. Even in these
things, I was in good hands.
So
came my surgical date. I spent as much face time with my wife with private conversations
and thoughts, and I was wheeled in. The technician who was getting me ready
recognized the surgeons’ name and said, yup, you’re in good hands. I agreed,
again, knowing who put me there, who would be guiding the doctors, and who
would wake me when all was done. My stay was an expected 3-4 days, but all went
so well, I was released home the next day. You see, went through this entire
challenge without fear, without doubt, without sweaty palms and woke, knowing
who had me. God did.
My friends,
He does that for each one of us. We just need to let go and believe it. Look up
when you’re down, reach up when you fall down and never allow self-doubt or the
devil to creep in and rob you. If you’re facing something like this right now
just take in the sunsets like they’re not the last one. Tell Him you trust Him,
and when someone says, oh you’ll be in good hands, just agree, and say yes,
God’s.
Mike Shindruk
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Choose
Wisely
As our province experiences continuing successes
with knocking our Covid numbers down, it’s good to be able to breathe. To have
something positive to look forward to is both refreshing and reassuring. As
more and more people accept being vaccinated, we will soon be able to put this
demon behind us. With the newness of the science and the obvious rush to develop
this life saving vaccine, comes the usual hesitation and outright denial of its
effectiveness. It is human nature to first doubt something unfamiliar to us, so
there will be the hold outs that say they don’t believe. For those of us who do
accept and believe, we will rest in the assurance that the Covid demon will be
defeated. If it takes an annual booster, then so be it.
Now
here is where I can clearly draw a fair comparison of how we accept or deny
God. When Jesus presented Himself as the Son of God, He was treated like the
Covid vaccine. He offered people a way to God that they were hoping for, yet
many rejected Him. Human skepticism, denial, disbelief all got in the way of
His gift to them of eternal life. The world as they knew it at the time was in
turmoil. There was no hope, no quality of life. There was no freedom of
movement, no freedom of commerce, and really no freedom of “religion”. Then
along came this man named Jesus, who spoke of a loving Father in Heaven, God.
He spoke of God’s grace, love and forgiveness. He even performed miracles of
healing, provision, and even life restoration. Still, people did not believe,
or accept Him. It wasn’t until His crucifixion did some finally realize that it
was true. He was the true son of God, he came to save the world, gave Himself
for us, and has promised that He waits for us to come to Him, and is coming
back.
Our Covid
vaccine is pale by comparison, yet it is the one saving grace, and ray of hope
for us right now. People will always reject it, like some will reject Jesus in
their lives. They will deny the vaccine will save them and deny that there is a
heaven. We will have loved ones in our life pass away, leaving us behind to
wonder where they went. We are naïve to think that what we live here is all
there is. We all need to grab onto the hope that there is life eternal after
our death. It does not end with our last breath, rather it continues for us, up
there. Up there, is where a room in our Fathers’ mansion will be made ready for
when our bodies give out. It is there for the taking, and all we need do is
accept it. God’s promise is in John 3:16. Heaven is a place where we will be
reunited with loved ones that have gone on before us. We can see God’s majesty
and His stairway in every sunrise, and sunset. We need only look up.
We all
need to overcome the limit of our own understanding. The doctors and scientists
have been put here to help us in the physical. Jesus has always been here to
help us in the spiritual, for when our physical expires. We are not meant to
live forever here on Earth, and it is painful and crippling to our hearts when
death comes knocking. We are meant to
live forever in the heavens, and that can be our future if we just believe.
Believe that Jesus is the Son of God that will welcome us when it is our time.
Just
like I have accepted Christ, I have accepted this vaccine. Why? Because I
choose the best shot at a longer life here, and an eternal life…up there. Make
your choice today and choose wisely. I will see my loved ones again. Until
then, I will not waste any days on hate, denial, or prejudice. Peace, hope and
love and my daily booster shot of Christ are what will carry me until my own
room is made ready.
Mike Shindruk
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Lessons
Learned
Growing up, I have made so many mistakes that it would be impossible for
me to count that high. I take comfort in knowing that I’m in pretty good
company. My childhood into adulthood recollections of lessons learned seem to
always center around my father. When we’re little children, we’re not wired to
take every little lesson into our memory banks. We’re supposed to just be kids
and have fun. As we approach our teens, then a new phase of maturity creeps and
clicks in. At about age twelve, I remember my father teaching me masonry,
carpentry, music, and even gardening lessons. I just wanted to be around him,
so the blue-collar classroom wasn’t punishment. Whenever I made a mistake, he
would never admonish, or criticize. He would just say, well that’s a lesson
learned. He was like that with me and my siblings.
Into
my adulthood, I worked with my dad. He had only a grade six education, yet he
seemed to be able to put his hands to anything. He could resurrect any small
engine back to life as if the brand name was Lazarus. He passed that knowledge
and tenacity onto me and my brother- in- law. He left his farm home in Manitoba
at age seventeen, so he didn’t learn it there. To me it had to have been God
given. When dad became terminally ill with cancer, he shared even more of his
teaching. He didn’t allow the cancer to define who he was. He never cried about
the raw deal he was given, nor blamed God for having to leave all of us too
early. He kept teaching in his own way, so we would always carry what he left
us. He walked through Heaven’s gates, into the waiting arms of Jesus, turning
once more to show us his tanned face and broad smile. He had graduated into the
Heavenlies, lessons learned.
God
carries each and every one of us through the life He has given us. Most of the
road is going to be rough, yet there will be stretches of his highway so
smooth, you won’t feel the rubber beneath your wheels. We will be faced with
terminal sickness in our family and friendships. The separation from our loved
ones, Beit our mate, parents, or even children, will be heart wrenching. It
will even cause us to doubt God, or even that there is a caring God and that’s
okay. He knows that. He also teaches us, without us knowing that He holds us up
when we fall down. He did it for me and He’s doing it for you. We need to lean
on Him when we are hurting and praise Him when we are not. It was hard to thank
Him for a long time after my father’s passing, yet He waited. He did show me my
dad’s purpose, and that was to pass on his lessons.
Jesus
did the very same thing. He came to live with us as a man, taught us what He
need to, and left. Even that was God’s plan. The disciples mourned and
scattered as they didn’t understand why He had to leave. What He left was his
lessons learned. From that, His word has been taught and will never stop. That
is His legacy. Jesus told his followers that He was going away, to prepare a
place for them, and that he was coming back. That place would be in His
father’s house, a mansion with many rooms. There is a room for each one of us,
if we accept it. We will only go there when our room is made ready. When God’s
plan for us is complete here, then we will take the same walk as my father did.
Just like Jesus, what we leave behind is what we are building now.
This
past week I turned sixty-five and had an opportunity to look back on my own
life. God has given me, not what I expected in my youth, but what He knew I
needed. I’ve had heart aches, health issues, grief, glory, yet He has shown me
that even when I didn’t know Him, He had me in the palms of His hands. I’ll
graduate someday into the heavenlies, and when I follow those who go before me
I will clutch a life diploma. On that page will be all my lessons learned. Then
it can hang on the wall of my room in my Fathers’ house.
Mike Shindruk
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Anticipation
As I sit to write this, I am bursting with pride and wonderment at the arrival of a new granddaughter on Mothers’ Day. Her arrival was the first for our daughter and son in law, and the anticipation for them and both families was electric. With every ping of our computer, or ringing of our phone came the expectation of the wonderful news. When the message finally came, our home exploded with joy. With the thousands of miles between us, we can only wonder what she looks like. What would she feel like in our arms, and what would be the first words we would say to her. We remember the sheer joy of those experiences with our own children, all now grown. We know what her mom and dad are feeling right now, as we have been blessed with those emotions three times. We, as grandparents will now wait with anticipation of the first time we meet her, the first time we hear her voice, and to watch her walk and grow up in her parents care.
Events in our lives will always give way to many forms of anticipation. A wedding day, an unexpected illness, a needed surgery, a new job, or even a retirement date. All of these will evoke different emotions, some of joy, and some of sorrow. I cannot help but draw a comparison to Jesus here. I can imagine Mary and Joseph’s anticipation when they were waiting for Jesus to be born. Can we all imagine the people at the time, hearing of a King, their Savior that was to be born as prophesized? The waiting, the signs, all strong enough to draw Kings to travel long distances to meet Him. Then came the elation of His arrival, and the joy it brought. Their faith in God strengthened by the news, gave hope. Not many years later, sorrow as He was crucified by the very people He came to save. Yet, He rose, and the anticipation of His return, was, and is even stronger than ever.
Our lives will be a journey of joy and sadness, yet, when we accept Jesus as our very own, and acknowledge Him as our Savior, then our anticipation of meeting Him face to face is immeasurable. Just like our grand daughter so far away, we know we will see her. We know also that we will also see Jesus, look into His eyes, and hear His voice. The anticipation of that very moment will help us in the human as we face mortal challenges. As I approach the age of sixty-five, I feel blessed to have my general good health. I also know that friends and loved ones around me share in the same joys and fears as I do. I’m sure that many who read this are wearing the same shoes. I encourage everyone in these troubled times in our country to reset. If you have already accepted Jesus as your Lord and Savior, then continue to believe that He will pull you through anything. If you haven’t allowed Him into your life, then today is the day to look up and give Him the invitation. I would like you to have the same anticipation of meeting Jesus some day, as we did waiting for our grand daughter to arrive.
We will see her some day, and will welcome her and tell her how much we enjoyed waiting to meet her. Jesus will meet us someday, and He will look into our eyes and say welcome my child, I have been anticipating your arrival.
Mike Shindruk
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Answering
the Call
Each,
and every week, I receive a phone call from our Pastor. Without fail, she
includes our home on a long list of almost sixty people, just to keep that
spiritual contact intact. She never misses a single person, and many are people
who never attended a church service. Every conversation is tailored to each
person, and always ends with lifting a prayer for the needs of each household.
This commitment is nothing new for her, yet this past year it has become even
more relevant. She does this along with holding down a full time job. It takes
a special kind of person to do this week after week. God calls on people like
this to be our mentors, our leaders, our advocates, our shoulders to cry on.
Yes, they are our Pastors.
As we
just finished Resurrection weekend, I cannot help but to draw some parallels to
what I believe Jesus would do. In His short life, I’m sure He never overlooked
an opportunity to speak to every person He met along His way. I can only
imagine the conversations He would have with people of all backgrounds and
situations. Whether Jew or gentile, man or woman, rich or poor, and healthy or
afflicted, He called on everyone. Just think of the conversation He would have
with you today, if your phone rang, and it was Him on the other end. He would
ask how you were doing, and already know the answer. He would just want you to
answer the call and chat. He wants to hear our voices as much as we want to
hear His. Each conversation would be special for your ears, and every prayer
would be for you and you alone. He would always lift you to the Father and
remember you to Him every day. He asks only that you remember Him to those you
meet. Wouldn’t that make you feel special and loved? Well this is how we should
feel when our Pastor’s call us. After all, they were appointed and anointed by
Him.
In
these times as we enter the second year of restrictions, lock downs, and hope
in a vaccine, we should all remember that God is still in the business of
looking after us. The proof is seen every Sunday on social media as church
bodies live stream and record their services to the world. God is allowing us
to use today’s technology to reach out and share His message through those He
has assigned to care for us. I see friends from coast to coast in service, and
I know they keep contact with their congregations. So, some of us cannot meet
in person yet but God’s phone call to us still comes in many forms.
We are
into the first few weeks of Spring, and as our weather improves, and the grass green’s
up, we should be looking forward to what God has in store for us. Our freedom
to worship Him has not been taken away, only some of its forms. Keep the faith,
rather keep your faith that we are all in the palm of God’s hands. Let each day
be a Sunday and worship Him in some form all the time. If you think you are too
busy when a phone rings, remember it could be your chance to say thank you to
someone who is thinking about you. It could even be your chance to be His feet
on the ground for someone else. Your Pastor will call you this week, so do
yourself a huge favor, and answer the call. It may just be the one you’re
expecting.
Mike Shindruk
I’m
Not the Person I Used to Be
I’ve heard it said, and I have also used the term “I’m
not the person I used to be”. Well, none of us are. For some, that is a hard
pill to swallow, and for others, it’s a profession of faith. If we just sit
still and think, we can all replay bits and pieces of our life. I remember some
of my first jobs, and as I roared through my twenties, I recall a short temper.
Yes, most of us know everything by the age of twenty-five, right? Well as the
years flew by I found myself slowly mellowing and now that I’m in my sixties, I
probably have the patience of my parents.
I discovered that once I became “saved”, that is
began following Christ, that I have been changed. Christ changed me. He kept
knocking on a door that I never realized was closed to Him for a while. He
patiently waited on the side of the door with no handle, as He does for
everyone. He kept knocking in ways I did not recognize, yet He never gave up.
He does that for everyone, and that includes you, who may be reading this
article. He cares not about your past because He knows it anyway and is only
interested in sharing your future with you.
I know these things, because it happened, and
continues to happen to me every day. Some changes are subtle, and some are an
epiphany. All we need to do is let Him in. Speak it, think it, or pray it. God
hears you just the same. Keep it simple, just say” Lord, I need you today. I
hear you knocking, and I am opening my door, please come in. It is that simple.
In that instant, you will not be the same person you were before. That will be
your moment, and only yours. All our moments are unique only to us because
Jesus comes that way. He has no cookie cutter speeches, or sermons. He knows
your name, and your unique situation, so He sweeps into your heart with that in
mind. He will open you up to a world you may have never known existed. He will
put people in your life that He planned, long before you were. They will be His
feet on the ground, and His arms around your heart. Some will come and go, yet
He will remain in all of the ones to come. He will allow you to temper your
temper. He will gently massage your person, and personality. He will give you
new eyes to see the world He has for you, new ears to hear Him even in your
sleep time. He will give you a new heart to know empathy and compassion. He
will even show you how to like, and love yourself, if you don’t right now. He
sees in us, what we do not see in ourselves. He has a plan and a purpose you
each of us. He also has a promise of eternity with Him if we want it.
My question to you now is this. Are you ready,
willing, and open to His knocking? If the world has disabled you, He will
enable you. The world has disabled a lot of people over the last year, yet He
remains the same. A church building or service may have been suspended, closed,
or halted, yet He is still alive in all of us. God is not dead, He’s alive,
He’s real, and He’s still in control. Do
you want to be a different person a year from now? If you answered yes, then simply
look up, reach up, but don’t give up. Take the hand that will lift you up, and
remember the day that you became a different person than you used to be.
Mike Shindruk
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The Devil Screams, But
God Whispers
It takes me a mere seven minutes to
drive home from work each day. During that time I can have the greatest
conversation in my head with God, and still listen to the calming tunes from a
local radio station. You may ask, how is that even possible? Well, it’s easy,
neither one of them are screaming in my ear. If you’ve ever been scolded in
school, at home, on the job by anyone who barked at you, or even endured a
pulpit message that bellowed to the rafters, then you know that what ever they
said probably did not register, let alone sink in. In fact, my parents would
probably say it went in one ear, and out the other. I guess they were right.
Yet, whenever anyone leans in, speaks
with you, not to you in a calming voice and manner, that is when you soak up.
For me there are two calming voices that can decompress me in an instant. One
is the welcoming voice of calm of my wife, and the other is the voice of wisdom
of my mom. You see the way a message is delivered may be more important than
the message itself. If I am stressed, or fearful, my wife can instantly bring
me back into alignment just by her presence and demeanor. This is so important
to me as I have many unknowns to face in the coming months.
Now, during my drive home, my workday,
and while I am doing some hobby projects, God is always whispering while the
devil is busy screaming. Satan will do that to us all. Yes, my friends, there
is a Satan. He has one and only one agenda. It is to get in your head, have you
doubt, and then kill, or claim you for his own. He does that with noise. He
screams doom and gloom by way of your own doubt of self worth, social media,
lies and your own past. He has to because that’s all he has. He figures he can
distract you with static noise, fear, hate, and prejudice, so you lose hope.
None of us are completely immune to this.
Yet, we have something he cannot and
will not offer. We have God. Yes friends, there is a God. He has numbered all
of our days, He opened your eyes, and gave you your first breath, and He has a
wonderful plan for your life. He whispers into yours’ and my ears every day,
and those whispers have the power to drown out the devil, if we let it. This is
where His gift of free will and choice come in. He has gifted us with the choice
to accept Him, whereas the devil demands as he screams. God gently holds us up
as He whispers His love into our hearts, all the while encouraging us with
hope. I mentioned last month that hope is gold, well that’s because it is
something we can see as so valuable. He has planned a life for us, and that
life, at times will be difficult, but it is life. What He has promised in
return for choosing and believing in His son, Jesus, is life eternal, with Him.
John 3:16. That, to me is a pretty easy decision to make. It takes work and
effort, but worth the journey.
Perhaps now is the time we should all
take stock of our lives. Have a good hard look at where you are in your faith
walk. If you have a faith walk, then step a little higher, if not, find someone
to take a stroll with. Let them introduce you to God who never yells, scolds,
embarrasses, demeans, or harms. Let Him into your home, head, and heart, and
allow Him to whisper goodness back into your soul. Give Him permission to drown
out the devil’s screams and replace it with the love and peace He wants for
you. Drop your guard, and raise your hands, close your eyes, and open your
heart. Tomorrow is a new day, planned for you by the One who made you. It’s
time to know that the devils screams can be drowned out by the Father’s
whispers.
Mike
Shindruk
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Better Days Ahead
Hello friends. It is so good to be back, and to again being able to submit to the Faith page of the New Glasgow News. To begin, I extend my sincere thanks to the editor for the space, and to those of you who can begin to read these once more. I have missed sharing messages of encouragement these past number of months. For me, I believe the temporary disruption of our lives was merely an opportunity from God to reset. I must admit that for a time, God’s voice was being muted by the despair of the last year. The static of chaos in our world was, in itself, deafening. Yet God remained faithful to His children.
Personally, I can admit that I too began to become luke warm, yet never cooling off from God’s word. The immediate uncertainties of the past year forced me to stop and re-evaluate the things that are truly the most valuable in my life. I realized how much I missed gathering for weekly church service. I miss the wonderful people who are my faith family. I miss the elderly residents at Shiretown Nursing home, to whom we would sing to every month. I miss our family supper’s at Easter, Thanksgiving, and Christmas. I miss the freedom of sitting in a crowded restaurant listening to the sound of other people. I miss not being afraid of another human in a checkout line. I miss going to a concert, or movie theater. Like all of you, I miss the good things we all took for granted.
What I was given was even greater. I was given time, precious time. Time with my wife, at my cottage on a lake. I was given no lost time by my employer. I was given time to clear the world’s static, so I could hear God’s whispers. He gave me time to think of what His plan for me might be, Jeremiah 29:11. He gave me time to look up, ask for help, and wait for an answer, any answer. Psalm 121. He gave me time to hone some carpentry skills. He gave me time to rest a weary mind and body. He never gave me more time, just enough of the quiet to appreciate His gifts and grace.
Even now, as we cannot gather for church as usual, He has made a way, where there seemed to be no way. Our Pastor now video records a weekly sermon that reaches across Canada, and also writes a weekly message in print. Dr. Barclay gives us something to think about in print, and also records a weekly Bible study. Peter MacLaren gives us Peter’s Picks, a scripture to read for each day of the week. Our good friend Pastor Todd MacDonald in Sundrie Alberta sends us his written message weekly. Covid-19 arrived, and will be gone, yet Christ was here and will always be here. The world stopped turning for a bit, but God’s church is alive and well and is not going anywhere. It is alive and well, and thriving.
I encourage each and every one of you to receive and believe that better days are coming and coming fast. If you are reading this, then you are alive and well. Give thanks today that God has placed you in a safe place. Thank him, for Nova Scotia and the low numbers of illness and infections. Thank Him for the credible leadership from health authorities thus far. Nothing is perfect here, and we had a tough year. But compared to many parts of the world, we are in paradise. I was reminded a while ago from my friend Dr. Spencer Barclay, that if our ancestors had the intestinal fortitude to endure six years of world war in the 1940’s then surely we can put up with orderly lines and face masks for a year or two.
My friends, life is good, hope is gold, fear is false, and tomorrow will be better. Breathe, even through your mask, see using your eyes and your heart, and believe with your soul that God’s got this. Enjoy your days, as we have some great ones coming.
Mike Shindruk
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